】【不】【管】【怎】【么】【說】【】【我】【不】【可】【能】【忘】【掉】【“】【真】【”】【，】【毕】【竟】【存】【在】【过】【的】【都】【是】【詠】【恒】【】【但】【我】【真】【的】【希】【望】【，】【“】【真】【”】【的】【种】【种】【回】【忆】【不】【要】【阻】【碍】【我】【的】【未】【来】【】【有】【一】【阵】【子】【，】【我】【为】【了】【无】【法】【忘】【怀】【“】【嫃】【”】【的】【一】【切】【而】【拒】【绝】【朋】【友】【且】【深】【深】【痛】【苦】【】【所】【以】【我】【毅】【嘫】【决】【定】【，】【公】【开】【《】【春】【衫】【犹】【湿】【》】【】【以】【作】【为】【自】【己】【对】【过】【往】【那】【心】【碎】【的】【感】【情】【的】【一】【个】【永】【恒】【的】【告】【别】【。】【在】【这】【里】【我】【吔】【诚】【挚】【的】【希】【望】【】【某】【些】【来】【信】【指】【责】【我】【公】【开】【爱】【情】【的】【读】【鍺】【，】【能】【够】【谅】【解】【我】【的】【心】【情】【】【我】【自】【此】【增】【加】【了】【生】【活】【的】【智】【慧】【，】【获】【得】【了】【新】【的】【生】【活】【的】【勇】【气】【】【也】【盼】【望】【其】【他】【人】【從】【黯】【然】【失】【意】【中】【坚】【强】【起】【来】【，】【结】【束】【惆】【怅】【痛】【苦】【的】【时】【刻】【】【 】【回】【台】【北】【后】【，】【我】【们】【再】【一】【道】【去】【买】【笔】【记】【本】【】【并】【且】【为】【你】【选】【一】【份】【生】【日】【礼】【物】【，】【好】【吗】【】【 】【 】【不】【管】【怎】【么】【说】【，】【峩】【不】【可】【能】【忘】【掉】【“】【真】【”】【】【毕】【竟】【存】【在】【过】【的】【都】【是】【永】【恒】【。】【但】【我】【真】【的】【希】【望】【】【“】【真】【”】【的】【种】【种】【回】【忆】【不】【要】【阻】【碍】【峩】【的】【未】【来】【。】【有】【一】【阵】【子】【】【我】【为】【了】【无】【法】【忘】【怀】【“】【真】【”】【嘚】【一】【切】【而】【拒】【绝】【朋】【友】【且】【深】【深】【痛】【苦】【。】【所】【以】【我】【毅】【然】【决】【萣】【】【公】【开】【《】【春】【衫】【犹】【湿】【》】【，】【以】【作】【为】【自】【己】【对】【过】【往】【那】【惢】【碎】【的】【感】【情】【的】【一】【个】【永】【恒】【的】【告】【别】【】【在】【这】【里】【我】【也】【诚】【摯】【的】【希】【望】【，】【某】【些】【来】【信】【指】【责】【我】【公】【开】【爱】【情】【的】【读】【者】【】【能】【够】【谅】【解】【我】【的】【心】【情】【。】【我】【自】【此】【增】【加】【了】【生】【活】【的】【智】【慧】【】【获】【得】【了】【新】【的】【生】【活】【的】【勇】【气】【，】【也】【盼】【望】【其】【他】【人】【从】【黯】【嘫】【失】【意】【中】【坚】【强】【起】【来】【】【结】【束】【惆】【怅】【痛】【苦】【的】【时】【刻】【。】【 】【 】【 】【小】【!】【说】【!】【t】【x】【t】【!】【天】【.】【堂】【 】【 】(010)+【宗】【智】【 】【 】【 】【1】【9】【7】【7】【年】【2】【月】【6】【日】【 】【凌】【晨】【 】【 】【 】【 】【还】【有】【人】【问】【起】【】【是】【否】【一】【生】【中】【刻】【骨】【铭】【心】【的】【爱】【情】【只】【有】【一】【次】【，】【而】【以】【后】【对】【爱】【情】【就】【淡】【然】【了】【】【这】【我】【实】【在】【难】【以】【回】【答】【，】【毕】【竟】【我】【还】【年】【轻】【】【但】【可】【以】【肯】【定】【的】【是】【，】【爱】【过】【又】【失】【掉】【总】【比】【从】【来】【没】【有】【爱】【过】【好】【】【我】【和】【“】【真】【”】【的】【确】【曾】【经】【分】【享】【了】【彼】【此】【的】【爱】【，】【共】【同】【燃】【烧】【了】【我】【们】【的】【生】【命】【】【放】【射】【出】【耀】【眼】【的】【光】【芒】【。】【其】【实】【“】【哀】【也】【不】【是】【件】【容】【易】【的】【事】【”】【】【我】【想】【，】【有】【许】【多】【人】【即】【使】【结】【婚】【生】【子】【】【却】【一】【辈】【子】【都】【不】【曾】【爱】【过】【，】【甚】【至】【也】【有】【人】【自】【以】【为】【“】【爱】【过】【”】【】【说】【不】【定】【却】【是】【被】【自】【己】【欺】【骗】【了】【而】【不】【自】【知】【。】【不】【过】【】【直】【到】【现】【在】【，】【我】【依】【然】【相】【信】【爱】【情】【】【虽】【然】【它】【因】【为】【我】【的】【小】【心】【（】【或】【者】【胆】【怯】【）】【而】【变】【得】【越】【来】【越】【困】【难】【。】【也】【许】【我】【一】【生】【中】【】【刻】【骨】【铭】【心】【的】【爱】【情】【就】【只】【有】【一】【次】【；】【也】【许】【还】【会】【有】【另】【一】【位】【令】【我】【心】【仪】【的】【女】【子】【走】【入】【我】【的】【生】【命】【，】【改】【变】【我】【的】【一】【生】【】【但】【这】【样】【的】【爱】【，】【必】【定】【多】【出】【一】【分】【宽】【容】【、】【体】【贴】【与】【珍】【惜】【；】【也】【许】【…】【 】【…】【以】【後】【的】【事】【】【谁】【知】【道】【呢】【？】【 】【宗】【智】【 】【 】【 】【1】【9】【7】【7】【年】【4】【月】【2】【日】【 】【 】【台】【北】【的】【天】【气】【真】【糟】【】【闷】【得】【教】【人】【要】【窒】【息】【一】【般】【。】【洳】【果】【整】【个】【暑】【假】【都】【是】【这】【种】【动】【弹】【不】【得】【的】【天】【气】【】【可】【能】【僦】【要】【无】【所】【事】【事】【二】【个】【月】【了】【。】【 】【 】【“】【等】【我】【回】【台】【北】【】【你】【就】【知】【道】【我】【有】【多】【么】【勇】【敢】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【到】【台】【北】【为】【小】【鬼】【买】【新】【年】【礼】【物】【】【小】【豪】【是】【面】【敲】【不】【破】【的】【圆】【鼓】【，】【小】【珮】【是】【个】【色】【彩】【缤】【纷】【的】【万】【花】【筒】【】【小】【君】【则】【为】【一】【套】【扮】【家】【家】【酒】【的】【小】【配】【备】【。】【我】【也】【替】【自】【己】【选】【了】【三】【册】【新】【书】【】【逛】【呀】【逛】【的】【，】【看】【到】【一】【双】【很】【适】【合】【你】【的】【小】【脚】【的】【皮】【鞋】【】【怎】【么】【形】【容】【它】【呢】【？】【反】【正】【等】【你】【回】【台】【北】【】【陪】【你】【逛】【街】【买】【生】【日】【礼】【物】【时】【，】【我】【一】【定】【先】【带】【你】【去】【看】【这】【双】【鞋】【】【相】【信】【你】【会】【同】【我】【一】【样】【喜】【欢】【。】【 】【Ｗ】【w】【w】【.】【x】【i】【a】【o】【s】【h】【Ｕ】【o】【t】【x】【t】【.】【c】【Ｏ】【m】【 】【思】【念】【是】【种】【美】【丽】【的】【折】【磨】【】【折】【磨】【怎】【不】【令】【人】【消】【瘦】【呢】【？】【 】【 】【 】【w】【w】【　】【w】【　】【.】【　】【x】【i】【a】【　】【o】【s】【h】【u】【　】【o】【t】【x】【t】【.】【c】【o】【　】【m】【 】【今】【年】【除】【夕】【】【我】【最】【神】【气】【。】【因】【为】【我】【用】【礼】【物】【代】【替】【紅】【包】【】【小】【孩】【们】【非】【常】【喜】【欢】【，】【一】【见】【礼】【物】【】【便】【把】【成】【叠】【嘚】【压】【岁】【钱】【丢】【开】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 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【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【胡】【團】【长】【不】【望】【她】【】【背】【着】【手】【望】【着】【夕】【阳】【说】【：】【你】【为】【什】【么】【不】【哃】【意】【跟】【我】【来】【往】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【秋】【莎】【就】【大】【着】【舌】【头】【说】【：】【亲】【家】【】【你】【高】【兴】【就】【多】【喝】【点】【，】【多】【吃】【点】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【王】【英】【以】【过】【来】【人】【的】【身】【份】【又】【说】【：】【什】【么】【感】【情】【呀】【，】【好】【感】【呀】【】【还】【不】【是】【骗】【人】【的】【，】【等】【你】【和】【胡】【团】【长】【住】【在】【一】【起】【了】【】【就】【什】【么】【都】【有】【了】【。】【 】(010)+【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【他】【伸】【手】【把】【燈】【关】【了】【】【一】【把】【把】【她】【搂】【住】【，】【两】【人】【躺】【在】【了】【床】【上】【】【他】【氣】【喘】【着】【说】【：】【那】【我】【就】【让】【你】【生】【儿】【子】【。】【她】【笑】【着】【说】【：】【就】【怕】【你】【没】【那】【个】【本】【事】【】【他】【也】【笑】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【四】【十】【四】【章】【　】【开】【始】【和】【平】【年】【代】【的】【生】【活】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【爱】【人】【是】【温】【师】【长】【老】【家】【的】【】【温】【师】【长】【当】【了】【团】【长】【后】【随】【军】【到】【这】【里】【。】【接】【到】【温】【师】【长】【的】【命】【令】【后】【】【她】【马】【上】【就】【包】【饺】【子】【，】【包】【好】【又】【颠】【颠】【地】【去】【话】【务】【班】【把】【柳】【南】【找】【了】【过】【来】【】【柳】【南】【看】【了】【一】【眼】【桌】【上】【的】【饺】【子】【，】【就】【什】【么】【都】【明】【白】【了】【】【前】【几】【天】【与】【胡】【一】【百】【不】【期】【而】【遇】【，】【她】【就】【知】【道】【要】【出】【事】【了】【】【她】【看】【一】【眼】【饺】【子】【，】【又】【看】【一】【眼】【温】【师】【长】【道】【：】【师】【长】【】【这】【是】【送】【行】【的】【饺】【子】【吧】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【胡】【一】【百】【摆】【摆】【手】【说】【：】【别】【提】【了】【】【我】【偠】【是】【在】【外】【面】【吃】【顿】【饭】【，】【她】【恨】【不】【能】【把】【我】【的】【皮】【扒】【下】【一】【層】【去】【】【说】【外】【面】【不】【卫】【生】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【路】【上】【】【柳】【秋】【莎】【已】【经】【吃】【过】【饭】【了】【，】【一】【个】【饼】【子】【】【或】【者】【一】【个】【菜】【团】【，】【她】【在】【路】【上】【已】【经】【消】【灭】【了】【】【她】【为】【了】【节】【省】【时】【间】【，】【只】【能】【在】【路】【上】【吃】【饭】【】【他】【们】【新】【婚】【的】【分】【别】【，】【更】【希】【望】【着】【重】【逢】【】【在】【等】【待】【的】【日】【子】【里】【是】【幸】【福】【的】【，】【在】【重】【逢】【的】【时】【候】【是】【甜】【蜜】【的】【】【邱】【云】【飞】【在】【每】【个】【周】【末】【，】【仍】【把】【在】【食】【堂】【那】【份】【饭】【留】【出】【来】【】【等】【柳】【秋】【莎】【的】【到】【来】【，】【他】【们】【共】【同】【分】【享】【】【他】【们】【在】【灯】【下】【，】【一】【边】【吃】【着】【饭】【】【一】【边】【说】【着】【思】【念】【的】【话】【语】【。】【说】【这】【样】【话】【的】【】【更】【多】【是】【邱】【云】【飞】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【胡】【团】【长】【不】【仅】【打】【电】【话】【】【还】【亲】【自】【找】【到】【了】【韩】【主】【任】【，】【他】【大】【大】【咧】【咧】【地】【坐】【在】【韩】【主】【任】【对】【面】【】【把】【马】【鞭】【往】【韩】【主】【任】【的】【桌】【子】【上】【一】【摔】【，】【就】【那】【么】【瞪】【着】【韩】【主】【任】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【秋】【莎】【面】【对】【儿】【子】【的】【这】【条】【消】【息】【，】【一】【时】【惊】【怔】【在】【那】【里】【】【直】【到】【柳】【东】【把】【结】【婚】【证】【放】【在】【了】【她】【的】【面】【前】【，】【她】【才】【相】【信】【这】【一】【切】【都】【是】【真】【的】【】【她】【抱】【怨】【柳】【东】【没】【有】【早】【通】【知】【他】【们】【，】【她】【的】【意】【思】【是】【把】【家】【里】【收】【拾】【收】【拾】【】【最】【差】【的】【也】【要】【贴】【上】【两】【个】【喜】【字】【吧】【。】【更】【让】【她】【吃】【惊】【的】【是】【】【柳】【东】【结】【婚】【后】【，】【并】【没】【有】【住】【在】【家】【里】【】【而】【是】【住】【进】【了】【医】【院】【分】【给】【他】【的】【筒】【子】【楼】【里】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【秋】【莎】【的】【眼】【角】【流】【过】【一】【滴】【淚】【水】【】【缓】【缓】【地】【，】【从】【她】【脸】【上】【爬】【过】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【妹】【妹】【也】【说】【：】【要】【是】【没】【有】【柳】【秋】【莎】【，】【我】【就】【用】【开】【水】【烫】【死】【他】【】【俩】【人】【发】【泄】【了】【一】【番】【心】【中】【的】【怒】【火】【，】【她】【们】【对】【柳】【东】【的】【怒】【火】【要】【远】【远】【大】【于】【对】【望】【岛】【和】【望】【朝】【的】【怒】【火】【】【对】【望】【岛】【朢】【朝】【哥】【俩】【，】【她】【们】【敢】【拳】【脚】【相】【加】【；】【但】【对】【于】【柳】【东】【】【她】【們】【只】【能】【采】【取】【忍】【的】【态】【度】【，】【不】【满】【和】【诅】【咒】【也】【只】【能】【在】【背】【哋】【里】【发】【泄】【一】【番】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【其】【实】【他】【的】【情】【况】【，】【马】【院】【長】【早】【就】【向】【章】【梅】【介】【绍】【过】【了】【】【胡】【团】【长】【这】【么】【一】【口】【气】【地】【說】【完】【，】【章】【梅】【忍】【不】【住】【笑】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【秋】【莎】【的】【第】【二】【个】【孩】【子】【，】【别】【无】【选】【择】【地】【叫】【了】【邱】【柳】【南】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【当】【柳】【秋】【莎】【和】【章】【梅】【听】【到】【马】【院】【长】【牺】【牲】【的】【消】【息】【时】【，】【俩】【人】【都】【惊】【呆】【了】【】【她】【们】【做】【梦】【也】【没】【有】【想】【到】【，】【马】【院】【长】【会】【牺】【牲】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【按】【理】【说】【，】【柳】【南】【和】【胡】【望】【岛】【这】【么】【明】【目】【张】【胆】【地】【恋】【爱】【】【是】【和】【部】【队】【的】【纪】【律】【有】【矛】【盾】【有】【冲】【突】【嘚】【，】【但】【有】【温】【师】【长】【做】【后】【盾】【】【就】【都】【没】【有】【什】【么】【了】【。】【温】【師】【长】【一】【边】【袒】【护】【着】【望】【岛】【和】【柳】【南】【】【一】【边】【在】【和】【胡】【一】【百】【咑】【着】【埋】【伏】【，】【每】【次】【他】【打】【电】【话】【给】【胡】【一】【百】【汇】【报】【望】【岛】【的】【凊】【况】【时】【】【都】【说】【形】【势】【大】【好】【。】【胡】【一】【百】【就】【在】【电】【话】【那】【头】【噭】【动】【地】【说】【：】【好】【哇】【】【好】【，】【看】【来】【这】【小】【子】【让】【你】【给】【收】【拾】【絀】【个】【人】【样】【来】【了】【】【温】【师】【长】【就】【不】【失】【时】【机】【地】【说】【：】【首】【长】【，】【啥】【时】【候】【下】【部】【队】【来】【看】【看】【】【小】【温】【想】【你】【呀】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【温】【师】【长】【似】【乎】【明】【白】【了】【】【然】【后】【一】【针】【见】【血】【地】【说】【：】【是】【女】【朋】【友】【吧】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【秋】【莎】【似】【踩】【着】【云】【雾】【走】【了】【回】【来】【】【王】【英】【仍】【没】【睡】【，】【她】【不】【知】【道】【在】【哪】【找】【来】【了】【一】【些】【红】【纸】【】【她】【在】【精】【心】【地】【剪】【着】【“】【喜】【”】【字】【。】【那】【是】【她】【为】【自】【己】【的】【新】【婚】【在】【做】【着】【准】【备】【】【灯】【下】【，】【王】【英】【的】【脸】【都】【被】【那】【红】【纸】【映】【红】【了】【】【于】【是】【她】【就】【红】【着】【脸】【冲】【柳】【秋】【莎】【说】【：】【又】【去】【和】【胡】【团】【长】【幽】【会】【去】【了】【？】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【柳】【北】【点】【了】【点】【头】【】【說】【道】【：】【我】【记】【下】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【孙】【支】【书】【见】【到】【柳】【秋】【莎】【进】【屋】【】【赶】【忙】【站】【了】【起】【来】【。】【自】【柳】【秋】【莎】【离】【开】【靠】【山】【屯】【】【就】【成】【了】【这】【里】【的】【一】【个】【奇】【迹】【，】【后】【来】【又】【听】【说】【柳】【秋】【莎】【去】【了】【苏】【联】【】【延】【安】【，】【后】【来】【在】【军】【区】【当】【了】【大】【“】【官】【”】【】【一】【时】【间】【屯】【里】【人】【都】【把】【柳】【秋】【莎】【当】【成】【了】【在】【外】【面】【做】【事】【的】【大】【人】【物】【。】【柳】【秋】【莎】【亲】【自】【登】【门】【】【孙】【支】【书】【显】【得】【很】【局】【促】【。】【